My Unfolding Path

By Lee Poole, Clayfield, Australia

In light of the recent media attention and interest in what Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine present I feel to share some of my experiences in way of response. I find it difficult to easily explain what I have learnt, discovered, felt and the changes that I have made in my life since finding the esoteric and therefore feel that sharing some of my story may offer some form of explanation.

On religion and philosophy

I was raised as a Christian and went to a private Christian high school – Christianity did not feel right to me as there where many contradictions and much behaviour that I witnessed by so called Christians that did not seem to fit. I knew that there was more to life than what I could see but did not have a good explanation for the way the world is. Christianity was all that I had been offered when I was younger and so I was a believer, while knowing it was not the full truth and did not fully explain what I saw and felt around me. Throughout the years I explored other religions and philosophies including Buddhism, Taoism, yoga, tantric philosophy, traditional Chinese Medicine and philosophy, psychology and some of what may be described as spiritual new age meditation. There seemed to be some parts of these different philosophies that made sense or felt right to me, but this was never more than a part, the whole did not make sense in its entirety. Further to this, the people involved in or presenting these various philosophies were not good role models, not people I felt that I would like to emulate or be associated with. The yoga instructor who had a great body and was highly flexible but did not feel or look healthy, he would work up a sweat just walking up the stairs of the yoga hall – how could this be when he appeared so fit? The tai chi instructor who said it’s all about energy and being calm while he was overweight and had road rage issues. The spiritual new age proponents who say all is love. I look around me and clearly I can see that all in the world is not love.

When I first met Serge Benhayon and attended Universal Medicine presentations I could immediately feel that this was different to what I had previously found. This man felt like he did not want anything from me, he felt like he was not trying to convince me of anything, he didn’t say that he had all the answers and that his way was the only or best way. What he did was to present what he has felt, learnt and discovered and then challenged me to discover this for myself. He encouraged me (and all other attendees) to test it out for myself and see if it felt different. He repeatedly said, “don’t take my word for it, feel it for yourself”. I remember being at a presentation when Serge had talked about entities (spirits, ghosts, non-physical beings etc) and someone put up their hand and said that they were not convinced; he replied that that was fine, his role was to present and not to try and convince anyone of anything but allow attendees to feel for themselves as to whether what was presented was true for them or not. I had never experienced this before. In my previous experience with similar situations, the presenter would always go on to re-explain or try to convince the sceptic, and came from the standpoint of what they were presenting was absolute, for all and had to be accepted. Serge also challenged us to show him a philosophy, approach or way of living that was greater than the joy he felt every day from living the way he does. Again, no other person involved in any of my previous experiences had been this open or offered this as a possibility.

On eating, diet and exercise

Before meeting Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine I had some health issues where I realised I was reacting to certain foods, particularly gluten and dairy, and had not had these foods for years. My diet however was still not great. I still ate foods that, while not containing gluten and dairy, made me feel sick after eating them, or I ate too much. I would continue to eat these foods because they “tasted good” in my mouth, regardless of how they made me feel after eating them. I would then use exercise as a way to compensate for the amount I ate – if I ate too much during the week I would exercise more the following week. This allowed me to maintain a healthy weight without really looking at what and why I was eating the way I was. I would also use food for stimulation or to help me get through something I did not want to do, e.g. snacking while trying to study, write reports or do work.

I would also use exercise as a mechanism to change the way I felt about situations or actions. If I was upset or angry I would go for a long run and feel better by the end. If I had to work a night duty I would go for a long run to exhaust myself in the morning so I could sleep during the day to be awake for my night duty. I would also use exercise as a form of punishment, if I felt I had eaten too much, made a mistake at work or upset my partner I would take out the frustration on my body through exercise. This led me to being exhausted after exercise and never truly dealing with any of these issues, rather burying them in the physical pain and exhaustion of exercise.

Since discovering the esoteric philosophies and wisdom as presented by Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine at the various courses and workshops I now pay much more attention to what I eat, how I eat it and importantly how I feel having eaten it in the way I have eaten it. I can feel whether I am eating because of boredom, or the need for stimulation, or so that I can avoid doing or feeling something I don’t want to. I have also discovered that I eat less now that I pay attention to how I feel when I eat and as such I no longer need to punish myself with exercise. Now I exercise more gently as a means of feeling my body express in movement. I feel how it feels to walk and move rather than pounding along the pavement to numb myself to what is going on. If I have issues with work, relationships, anger or food I try to feel out these issues and deal with them, and once sorted I can then exercise and feel the beauty of my body in movement rather than the harshness of punishing it for the indiscretions of the mind. I am not perfect in this, but after several years of this approach involving constant refinement and adjustment, I have not gained weight, I feel healthier and I feel my body is more capable to handle the daily stress and activities of life.

On relationships, love and sex 

I was blessed to have a beautiful loving wife and a relationship that was admired by our friends prior to experiencing Serge and the teachings of Universal Medicine. Indeed I had friends who had commented on the loving relationship that my wife and I had and how well they thought we were suited to each other. Our relationship was not perfect, we still argued at times, but we loved each other. Since discovering the esoteric both my wife and I have redefined our relationship, redefined what we consider love, and redefined sex and making love. My wife was the person who introduced me to Universal Medicine; however, our changing and unfolding relationship has been a mutual discovery as we find ways to deepen our connection with ourselves and each other. My wife never forced anything on me. She shared her discoveries with me as I did my discoveries with her. The love and connection that we have for each other and ourselves now makes our earlier relationship seem barren and empty. Sex, which used to be about pleasure and orgasm, is now about love and connection, and orgasm is the natural result of this connection, not a goal or achievement. The beauty of this connection is that it can exist with just a look, a simple gesture or touch as we pass in the hallway going about our busy days. We are not perfect with this and we still disagree on some things, but all aspects of our relationship have deepened since discovering the esoteric philosophies, and all during a period of our lives when we have two young children.

For me, in my life, my experience of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine has been a revelation. I have had the opportunity to experience and explore new concepts and ways of being that have made a real difference in the way I live my life, the way I treat my body and in the relationships that I have with my wife, colleagues and now my children. I have never been forced to participate in or do anything that I did not feel comfortable with. I do not blindly “follow” what Serge presents, rather feel it for myself and see whether it is something I agree with or feel could work in my life. If what Serge presents begins to feel incongruent with the way I see him live, or felt to be for self-gain, then I would no longer attend Universal Medicine presentations. Until such time I will continue to unfold as the love that I am.

120 thoughts on “My Unfolding Path

  1. I also went on a search attending various courses and workshops on the new age spiritual movement but I never felt content flitting from one thing to another. I could feel the imposition from those presenting and I was put off. I could feel something wasn’t right and at times I felt something was wrong with me because of the unsettlement within my body but when I attended a workshop in London presented by Serge Benhayon I felt something I had not felt before and this led me to where I am today eleven years later. The energetic integrity with which Serge Benhayon lives his life is what inspired me and is the reason why I am a student of The Way of the Livingness. It is this high level of integrity I had not seen in any other before I met Serge Benhayon.

  2. Serge Benhayon has never told me to do anything but he has been a constant inspiration to ponder on all the ideals and beliefs that I had taken on and to feel what is absolute truth. I have discovered and continue to discover the true meaning of love, harmony, stillness joy and truth.

  3. You describe beautifully how there is another way to be with ourselves than the usual way of simply coping with life. We have learned so many coping mechanisms that we do not see that we actually are allowed to feel and do not have to go into immediate reaction. We are very sensitive beings and the armour of function is a very hard one for us to carry.

  4. I likewise experienced strange anomalies from various well known presenters in the spiritual and philosophical arena, to me how they were living was different to what they were saying, there was no congruence, I did not like this, and so my search continued until I came across Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine.

  5. So many people eat because they like the taste in their mouth, or as a reward, or to bury feelings, I can relate with what you share here. For me weight was not an issue because I exercised hard and regularly to the point of exhausting my body- but all of this was really just abusing my self and my body. Now I am more respectful and honouring of my body, ‘I now pay much more attention to what I eat, how I eat it and importantly how I feel having eaten it in the way I have eaten it. I can feel whether I am eating because of boredom, or the need for stimulation,’ being more aware is so important in our lives.

  6. It was such a blessing whenever Serge Benhayon spoke about entities. To talk about spirits, ghosts and other non-physical beings felt very natural and confirming about something I knew existed when I was child yet to my knowledge I don’t remember ever speaking about. Observing and acknowledging they exist supports me and my relationship with self and determines as to whether I get affected by them or not.

  7. What is so refreshing about Serge Benhayon as a teacher/presenter is that he has zero investment in whether people get what he presents or not – I really noticed the absence of a kind of a hook, which also revealed how much I also had an investment as a student wanting to be convinced by someone/something that I could hold greater than me.

  8. This is a lovely blog sharing so much as it does. I would agree completely that none of the world religions have any answers, they just help you to stop looking for them. I have discovered that the moment I choose to believe in anything I am completely lost. I know if I don’t believe in anything but rather simply keep myself open to possibilities, I will come to know without any doubts and with certainty what it was I didn’t know and was being asked to believe in.

  9. Beautiful to read your unfolding path Lee and how when we are ready to express more of who we truly are, life delivers all that we need. When I was ready to do just this, I met Serge Benhayon and spent 10 days on his courses which gave me so much hope and inspiration that supported all the changes I made. 7 years later my health has improved as well as all my relationships.

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